Tag Archives: PPD

Hello Depression. 1, 2, 3, down they go.

The clock struck midnight and we didn’t even know it.

A new year was starting as we stood, teary-eyed and paralyzed.

He said he would leave me if I didn’t get help.

For a moment, I didn’t care either way.

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The darkness had become too much.

The anxiety…

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I cut the crust off.

He doesn’t know what Star Wars is, but he’s over the moon for his lunch box.

It was his first day at a new school – a montessori pre-school. We’ve made sacrifices so he could go to this school.  He deserves this school.

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Kicked. (Last of the 8 lines)

* Last of the 8 line posts spurred by this one >> 8 mm.

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Love affair with Texas Ranger = kicked.

Dependence on boob umbrellas = kicked (Can we say like leather?).

Ingestion of multiple pain pills = kicked.

Preoccupation with the FrankenPussy = kicked… well maybe one last look.

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My binky. (8 lines)

* 8 lines for a month because of this post >> 8 mm

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Everything is topsy turvy.

Exhaustion… sobbing.

Anxiety… hopelessness.

Fists clenched… veins popping.

I reach for it.

Soft… comforting…

I squeeze it in my hands on the exhale.

My husband’s ass is my binky.

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Baby number two- Chances are it will happen again.

I’ve been looking at this pregnancy as kind of a do-over of sorts. Baby number two was deemed my all natural, no drugs, but I’ve done it before so piece of cake birth.

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The beauty of forgetting …

hands The daughter of a friend of my mother in law called me today to ask a little advice about getting her baby boy to sleep better.  Now, I am not a doctor, but I had done copious amounts of research both before and during my own son’s sleep battles.  I have also been close witness  to several failed sleep strategies during my years as a nanny. On top of that, I am lucky enough to have a friend who is a therapist that specializes in infant/child sleep.

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